The Penultimate. Part 1

Today is one of those barmy summer days, the kind you only read about in books and watch in romantic movies. LOL
Anyway I got up quite early today; 5am to be precise and it was already light. My back was hurting because I fell asleep last night in the living room. I find its easier that way.
So I tried having breakfast at like 11am but the milk had gone off. needless to say, I'm starving and all but I cant really do anything until I've dealt with the daemons in my room.
I have until 10:00pm tonight and time is important.
Good afternoon.

Post event re-order.

Hi everyone,  its been a while. I've been stuck in holiday mode whilst trying to pack, move houses and start writing my dissertation as I'll be resuming my final year come September.
Also Google in their apparently infinite wisdom decided to suspend my blog because I used 'Lou Bloggs' as my username, lol, bunch of wenches!
Anyhooo, I dunno whats wrong with me. I feel  like I'm sabotaging every relationship around me, like......
yeah so I've come here to pen a few words so they can leave my head and live on these pages instead
Pree:


Why rock the boat and make waves?
When everything's calm and ok
Why am I confused if you love me?
I thought this would be smooth sailing...

The events that happened prior to this post gat me thinking I ain't never gonna commit to a healthy r/ship
I hope that wont be the case though.
much love
Lou xoxoxo